Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

 Nablopomo January 2014 

#NaBloPoMo January 2014 Prompt for Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Do you have a bad temper? How often do you lose your temper?

I don't have a bad temper and when I do have a temper I rarely "lose it". I am an emotional person though and when things are bothering me I am more likely to crawl under the covers or hide in a corner and cry than I am to get angry and loud and yell. I hate confrontation and I hate being mean so I typically internalize everything and just let it out in sobs and tears. I feel like since I don't want to hurt anyone I'll just take the pain and let it out in my own way. Often times this backfires because when I have the right to be angry and loud, I'll still just internalize the pain. I'm working on this, but it's hard when I'm afraid to have an impact on anyone in a negative manner. I know this is bad. Keeping the peace can often lead to a bigger war later, but I'm a work in progress. I can't just flip a switch over night. I fear that if I did, I might become the exact opposite of what I am now and have a bad temper that I lose too often...

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